Sunday, May 28, 2006

Nilaja Sun is a major talent!

Nilaja Sun is a New York City-based actress and writer who I met 7 years ago. But my fortune shined when she was cast in my play ON THE HILLS OF BLACK AMERICA. She then was splendid, wonderful, quirky, playful and a pleasure. Nilaja is one of those theater artists who's completely committed to her craft: she embraces language with a vengeance; she impeccably transforms into characters with astonishing compassion; and she prefers socio-politically charged projects that will hopefully inspire mankind to evolve into humans.

And last night I saw Nilaja perform her solo piece NO CHILD... A piece inspired by her work as a teaching artist in the New York Public School system. A piece about a teaching artist who's thrown into one of the notoriously worst classrooms in the Bronx and how she transforms a group of "hopeless" teens into an inspired group of thespians performing Our Country's Good.

Nilaja's performances of each character was pitch-perfect, exciting, thrilling and MUST-SEE.
Her work sings with truth, honesty and leaves you with the question: Why does our education system continue to fail our poorer children?

NO CHILD...by Nilaja Sun
Directed by Hal Brooks
Beckett Theatre @ Theatre Row Theatres
410 West 42nd Street [btwn 9 and 10 Avenues]
To make reservations
Walk-Up Box Office: 410 West 42nd Street (7 days/week, 12-8pm)
By phone: 212-279-4200 (7 days/week, 12-8pm)
By the web: www.ticketcentral.com

Until next time,

Keith

Friday, May 26, 2006

A humid day in Brooklyn. A busy day in Brooklyn. I actually stayed in Brooklyn ALL DAY. I'm saying I didn't go over to Manhattan at all. And that's crazy. Laundromat: Brooklyn. Home Depot: Brooklyn. Target: Brooklyn.

Kindness: Brooklyn.

A young boy, maybe 5, was riding his bike and as I was approaching the intersection of Fulton and Vanderbilt weighed down by my twin-size Aerobed, he slowed down so he wouldn't run into me. I smiled. He said I'm sorry, in a very small voice but who was quite aware of the sancity of boundaries. And my heart dropped. So I said, No problem. And I kept on walking. But as I walked I wished this: for the 5 year old boy to grow into a young man who still believes in the sacredness of space; who earns his degree from Morehouse or Yale, or even Iowa State; who buys his father his favorite cologne on his birthday; who purchases a brownstone in Clinton Hill and uses the equity to buy ANOTHER brownstone in Bed-Stuy; who takes his date to see his favorite foreign film then walks home in the rain day-dreaming about places like Tibet, France, the moon orbiting Pluto; who kneels every night and thanks the Stars for BREATH and healthy intestinal flora; who avoids bullets and jail and victimization and nay-sayers and women who hate men who love plants and men who hate men who think universal thoughts; who stands up for justice and against mindless war; who teaches another boy to ride his bike and to remember to have sanctity for other's people's boundaries.

Until next time,

Keith

Thursday, May 25, 2006

I've finally made my move to Brooklyn, New York!

And I must admit it has been a whirlwind of transition and adjustment. Yes, I needed to leave the lethargy-friendly skies of Los Angeles. Yes, I needed to continue a journey that's pillowed in creative inspiration and intellectual stimulation. Yes, I had done all the growing I could do out there in the desert and I don't regret one moment of it. Yes, Yes, Yes. But I didn't realize I'd miss that GREAT people I met in Los Angeles. And there were some notables: Reggie, Charles, Karin, Broaddus, Cesar, Regina... [and to be 2 hours away from Hortense, damn what a treat]. But I didn't realize that time wouldn't permit to say my big goodbyes before catching the 6:30 am Delta flight from LAX to JFK. And that's a bit disheartening. But... I'll return for business and/or pleasure [probably in the next few weeks] and I'm certain I'll see more of those notables now than I did when I actually lived five minutes away. But that's life and I'm sentimental. And if I didn't have a detachable leg that I can pull off to beat my own ass into a reality-check, I could easily become a puddle of boo-hoo on a daily. So like my fictional Uncle James-Jimmy says, "Thank God for detachable legs!"

Interesting note: Upon my return to NYC, literally that same day, my friend and actress-supertalent Donna Duplaniter had a birthday dinner. And who was in attendance you ask? All ex-Angelinos with testimonies to share. It was a nice way to christen this new leg of my journey.

I tell you, loving yourself enough to keep discovering yourself is such the grace, such the Gift.

Until next time,

Keith

Thursday, May 18, 2006

The word is out: Network Television has selected its Fall Line-Up. And I have to extend a congrats to my folks over at Girlfriends [my former DAY JOB]... GIRLFRIENDS was picked up for a SEVENTH SEASON, and its spin-off THE GAME was the ONLY sitcom added to the CW's inaugural television season.

Check out the NETWORK SCHEDULE.

Okay... now it's back to packing boxes. I'm moving on Sunday.

Until next time,

Keith

Monday, May 15, 2006

On MAY 26, 2006 something happens.

THE MUTANTS RETURN!!!

Yes, I was born in Cincinnati, Ohio. The youngest of three. I loved Drive-Ins and French Fries from Burger King, but little that you know I'm also a MUTANT—artist, visionary, bohemian, free spirit, non-traditionalist, at times completely disgusted with boundaries, and with the electrifying power to transform my internal and external life.

On May 26 the "HUMANS" will attempt to destroy us with a CURE.
Come out from your homes and support our fight to LIVE!

X-Men: THE LAST STAND

Until next time,

Keith

Friday, May 12, 2006

This is what's interesting: Yesterday the results of my mtdna test arrived. Meaning the discovery of who my mother's mother's mother's mother's mother was... well, at least the earliest recorded mother in the Americas. And she was from AFRICA. West Africa to be exact. She belonged to what genetic scientists describe as Haplogroup L2. Apparently the majority of African Americans mtdna's are marked with L2. Which means most African Americans descend from the same group of people and region in Africa. And according to my results there's a young man in West Africa who shares a similiar genetic ancestry code on his mtdna as me. I'm thinking Nigeria. Maybe Angola.

Needless to say I'm pleased. And surprisingly a bit emotional.

The oldest documented mother in this particular mtdna genealogy [the maternal mother's mother line] was a woman named Mahala Woods. The first and mulatto wife of the Reverend Dave Woods. Mother of Carolyn and Margaret. She was born circa 1818 near Frankfort, Kentucky. Her parents were both born in Virginia. Maybe it was Mahala's mother who traveled from Africa. Or her grandmother. Or her great-great grandmother. Maybe if she was lucky, Mahala was told about the young girl who at 13, maybe 15, was kidnapped and taken across the Atlantic in a slave ship destined for an unknown land, with unknown faces, a mother and father nowhere to be found. No one who when they saw her would know her name, the rocks she liked to throw, the songs she used to fall asleep to, the river she and her brother used to fish from. And if Mahala was lucky, she cried for this young person. She spent one minute of one day and gave honor to her and her loss and her unrelenting experience alone. And prayed that she found someone [not necessarily the father of her certain daughter], but someone who embraced her melancholy, who held her tight when the stars became so bright they blinded her into unearthly restlessness. Who found a place right behind her ear that when tickled made her at least smile, and softened the blinding ache for her home across the sea.

If Mahala wasn't lucky enough to do this, then I will. I will give one moment of my life and honor this young person who's turbulent yet endured life ultimately unfolded into me.

To my mother's mother's mother's mother's earliest recorded MOTHER... I honor you.

Until next time,

Keith

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

A few months ago my friend Reggie called and expressed high enthusiasm about a documentary called African American Lives which featured Dr. Henry Louis Gates exploring the genealogy of Oprah Winfrey, Chris Tucker, Quincy Jones, etc. And being the genealogist that I am, I TIVO-ed it.

When I sat down and listened to Henry Louis Gates explore his family history as well as the other "celebs", I was overwhelmed with excitement. I am a genealogist [not professionally, but my craft is sharp] and I could easily give up all that I'm doing and just explore family histories. I'm quite fascinated by African American genealogy, not just because I'm African-American, but because I believe we should all know who were are. Most of the citizens of this world know their origins, their forefathers and -mothers, and most folks have pride [or hate] for their documented heritage stretching beyond the Atlantic and Pacific, but African-Americans' history allegedly begins here in the States. The day they landed on these shores, destined to become enslaved or indentured or free by certificate but shackled by color. But we are so much more than that. Slavery in the Americas is only a part of our experience on the globe. And 200 years from now [if the globe is still what it is today—although I don't think it will, but anyway]... 200 years from now if the globe is still what it is today our testament as African-Americans will be larger and slavery will be only a chapter in our experience [a thoroughly examined chapter in a book that begins with Lucy, the first recorded human being, to the ambitious Abubakar the Second who sent sailors across the Atlantic guided by the trade winds to discover "other life" to the Jones Family and their urgent exodus into Ohio due to unmerciful racist laws of early 19th century Carolina to Michael Jordan to the first leader of the newly-colonized Mars].

It's important the history of African-Americans be given the dimension it deserves. Which is why I decided to get my DNA tested, determine the percentage of my ancestry, find out who was forever linked to my Y-Chromosome and my MTdna. I want to know WHAT I am.

Over the weekend the results arrived: a white man from the British Isles is linked to my Y-Chromosome. I'm about 78 percent sub-saharan African; about 19 percent European; and about 3 percent Native American. Give or take a few. I'm not surprised by these results. I'm clearly of African-descent [by way of experience as well as other contributes: lips, color, hair, ETC]; the European is evident in my mother's people with their hazel-blue that and sandy-red this and pale-white legs "that need some sun". But the Native American element is a complete mystery. My grandmother's family has long rumored to be part Jewish but maybe the Jewish-looking folk were actually Native. My grandfather's mother once told me her father was half Cherokee; her 100 year old sister later denied any Indian blood and said their father was half White. My father's 98 year old aunt claims her grandfather, Henry Clay Adkins, was the Indian. But I had to inform her that the white man from the British Isles linked on the Adkins' male Y-Chromosome was the father of my father's father father father, good ole Henry Clay.

Fascinating.

But then came dinner last night with Aida and Tracey where I was thrown into a tailspin. Aida suggested something mind-altering: the British man linked on my Y-Chromosome could have be a rapist. A rapist? Of course. I know my mother's family had a history of white women and black men unions circa 1800s, but in eastern Georgia, where the Adkins originated, enslaved men and women were worked to death, literally. Well... rape would have be standard in that kind of ruthless environment [forced or expected].

Then I thought of this: No matter how we evolve, us Adkins men, where we go, the children we sire, the books we read, the spiritual journeys we take, a white British man who could have been a rapist is forever-linked to our DNA, and that's deep.

I'm still expecting the results from my mother's line. The originial mother of my mother's mother mother mother, etc.
I hope it's an African woman. So I can at least know what region of Africa some of my ancestors lived and loved. Not only will that specify my ancestry, it will also make for some damn good conversation.

Until next time,

Keith

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

It is simple. Breathing. Just an inhale then an exhale then a repeat of that pattern for a very long time. 80 years if you're lucky. 100 years if you're graced. I breathe often. This wasn't always the case. Plenty of day I died. Not physically of course. And not dead really. But more like disappeared, spiritually. Yes. Plenty of day I disappeared. On the subway, surrounded by the many faces, the many voices, and me, quiet, inhaled without exhale. Hoping to go unnoticed. Unjudged. Unquestioned. A few years ago [actually more like seven years ago] I figured out the impetus for those spiritual disappearances. For the days at Robert E. Lucas Intermediate School knowing that three to the third power plus four equals thirty one, but unwilling to share it with the teacher who kept looking my way, the students who seemed to dare me to be smarter than them. Yes. Seven years ago I figured out the impetus for those spiritual disappearances. And suddenly it all became clear.

It's not easy being from the Midwest. Yes, the skies can explode above you in deep melancholy gray or unfold into bird egg blue. And the forsythias and the crabapple blossoms and the barking dogs and the shimmering green of Locust Trees. That all can be quite satisfactory. Even chasing down Black Racer snakes with German-Catholic whiteboys who bathe only once a week can be apple of your pie for a good summer or two. But it is still not easy being from the Midwest. Parents who argue about layoffs and women who won't cook. Relatives who rather quote scripture than hold your hand. Brothers whose only alternative to death in a factory is serving four years in the army. Mothers who point their sons toward the sky against the wishes of a "crabs in a barrel" community.

Well... somewhere in there I learned to stop breathing. To spiritually disappear. Why? I think it's obvious: to avoid the crossfire; to fight off Christian possession; to figure out a plan of how to get to the sky and never look back.

And seven years ago, while riding the A Train uptown to Harlem I found myself inhaled without exhale. Stomach tight. Throat tight. Hands stiff. Unwilling, so unwilling to exhale. And for one minute I thought I was dead. And then realized, just in that split second, I wasn't in the Midwest anymore; there was no direct crossfire; that I had found the sky.

I guess what I'm saying is this: Often we wear armor to protect the one thing we know is special within us... our self-love. And sometimes it takes us a while to realize that the war has ended and it's high time you celebrate in the sky!

Until next time,

Keith

Monday, May 01, 2006

Friday night I met some friends in Hollywood for drinks [meaning a glass of Pinot Noir for me. Two, if I'm feeling dangerous].

All was well. All was good. Until the bar/lounge closed and so did a few others in the area and the police were everywhere and black folks were everywhere and a friend of mine was walking down the street and a car pulled up.

The driver of the car waved at my friend. [Or at least made a waving motion with his hand]. My friend, a bit tipsy, thought the driver knew him so he walked over to the driver's window who immediately rolled down the window. When the driver rolled down his window, my friend reached his hand toward the driver in order to Brotha-shake him. The driver rolled up the window on my friend's hand who of course said Fuck You to the driver. The driver jumped out of the car and so did his three other friends. Ready to fight. Ready to project their insecurity and rage onto another brother.

After a few minutes of screaming, pulling people away, of "ignore them" and fuck yous, and one of the brothers reaching for the imaginary gun in his imaginary holster, things calmed down. The driver and his friends jumped back into their car with the last words of: Next time I wave for you to walk you better walk by, my niggah. My friend turned around to continue the fight, but I pushed him forward. And he kept walking.

I couldn't believe it. A misunderstanding. One brother thinking another was waving in affinity and brotherly recogntion; the other was simply waving to allow his fellow brother to walk. Letting his fellow brother know he would not be cruel and drive out before him. But then things turned ugly. Both felt insulted. And the same black males were ready to fight, suggesting they would shoot.

I don't have much to say but this: Why are we so quick to destroy each other?

Until next time,

Keith